I’ve been missing myself for quite a long time now
And I don’t want to be this way, I don’t like it
The feeling of hurting and pain inside this tight heart
And I wanna break down and cry
It’s been a year since I swerved from the path
It’s been a journey of tears and bleeding wounds
And although once in a while I get a glimpse of joy
The lament inside overwhelms my soul
It’s been a year since I crossed the bridge
And I fell but I held onto the Grip
I’m grateful that I was caught by Him
But this stubborn heart and soul kept on walking away from His embrace
And I felt the cold of the night
And I have left a part of me somewhere along the road, sometime ago
And now I miss me, the one I used to be
The smiling guy I was
The humble man in the mirror
The courageous spirit
The faithful kid I knew
Where are you, happy kid?
Where are you now, myself?
And this heart, look at it, bleeding.
It seems like something’s trapped within
Or maybe the aches and hidden cries of my soul
It feels so heavy inside
And I must break it now
And I must tear it apart
But I can’t. Yes, I can’t. Coz I’m weak.
I am weaker now than the brave kid I was.
And I need help, now.
I can’t do this alone. No, I can’t. I never can.
So I surrender my heart, Lord.
Jesus, touch my heart
And break through it now
Break through it now
Even if there’s pain, I will endure it
Just break through me, Lord.
I just can’t take it anymore, all these burden inside.
Tear my heart, Lord. Tear it Lord.