It's Possible

This is so me. hehe

God has been so good to me these past few days even if pain attacked my soul. If it’s pain that will make me stronger, then let His will be done. Ayoko ng pain, sa totoo lang pero kung yun ang magpapatibay sa akin, then I’l travel that thorny path. But the good thing is, even if I undergo such pain and breaking of the heart, such hurting, He gives me the strength to hold on and keep going. When my heart fails, He restores it and fills me with joy and gladness and that peace that transcends all understanding. His Holy Spirit gives me the strength, courage and will to continue when I tend to succumb to worries. Great and awesome is He.

I guess BELIEVE that the time for me to come back has just come. (hindi yan redundant. talagang ganyan. emphasis. )

I think I stood by my last name laylo when I layloed from the music ministry for quite a long time. It was May or June 2006 when I stopped leading the congregation as a music minister in my home church. There were so many reasons. Well, God did not give up on me. He brought me to Campus Crusade for Christ and there, I continued singing. But again, I stopped. I tried auditioning in the Cornerstone Christian Church music team. I got admitted. But while yet an apprentice, I again gave up.  Naiinis na ako sa sarili ko. I had so many excuses na puede namang hindi gawing reason. Irrational ba. Pinipilit ko lang gawing dahilan kasi.

Early this morning, God let me read Isaiah 6:8. It runs, “And I heard the voice of the Lord, saying: “Whom shall I send? And who will go for Us?” Then I said, “Here am I, send me.”  First, I thought that it’s no easy thing to do but POSSIBLE. Why would I resist if the Master calls me to do so? It is indeed irrational na naging servant ako tapos di ko rin pala sinusunod ang aking Master, di ba? But still, I was kind of passive to the call. Tigas ng ulo. So anong nangyari? Amazing si God kasi in the evening, His Holy Spirit opened the doors of my heart again. He knows how I long to sing again and lead the people in worship but there had been so many hindrances. But He knows my heart, friends. Wow, I’m so in awe of His Holy Spirit’s work in and through my heart and life. Simply amazing.

It is a privilege to serve the Master.

Primary agenda: go back to the music ministry…

Matagal din akong natigang na parang lupa… Dumating na ang tagsibol ng musika at awit mula sa Maylikha.

God is faithful.